Hi all, long time no write! Unfortunately, as those who follow my
Facebook page already know, I've had several health issues impeding my typing and so have had to take an unexpected break (including good ol'
peripheral neuropathy, an ongoing issue worsened by the long-term affects of chemotherapy). Hopefully the end of this is now, and I can start writing more regularly again.
So, to keep everyone posted -My latest health news, on the road to a real, full diagnoses... Or at least, the road to finding any form of doctor/ specialist/ consultant who will take me on, who I don't scare the bejaysus out of, who will not look at me with sad eyes and tell me
"I'm sorry... I'm not qualified to deal with your case".

I recently had yet another appointment with a physio -this was my third physio appointment as an adult, although this at least was in a Dublin based hospital, and was a sit down/ office appointment to review me for possible hip surgery. Like a pre-pre appointment before seeing an orthopedic surgeon.
Unfortunately, (as with the two previous physio appointments that I've had in the last 10 years, and the neurology appointments, and a couple within an rheumatoid department a long time ago) I heard those same words... "I'm really not qualified for this".
I'm not upset, or angry, I went in with little expectations. However, the next part hit me a bit hard - "A surgeon won't touch you... you're too unstable, you have no core strength or balance and will not recover well from surgery. I'm sorry". It was a blow, but an honest one, and perhaps it's something I should have considered....
Overall the appointment went well (yes, really, haha). She did all the relative and usual strength and balance examinations on me, before hitting me with these two bits of disastrous news... they're so embarrassing, I can't do them at all and feel like a massive idiot, I don't think